小小少年

小小少年

好久没有这么强烈的表达欲了,又想记录些什么。

自己平常是从不会看b站的,b站总会给我一种过度娱乐化的感觉,自己也只有平常亟需要纯粹的搞笑视频来放松的时候,才会点开b站。

当然,不可否认我也是跟着b站的学习视频才学了java,顺利拿到了AP CSA 5分。但今天无意点开的一个视频,着实改变了我的认知。

看到《小小少年》的封面像极了VEX机器人,我便点了进去。原来是FRC,自己也了解过一些,这是一项比VEX更加烧钱,耗费时间精力但收获更大的国际赛事。

影片开始,人大附中的名号遍不绝于耳。我开始习惯性地批判起来:为何这部纪录片要关注宇宙第一高中?这样的教育资源和机会是绝大多数的同龄人所无法触及的,我不明白这个影片的意义在哪里。

说起来也奇怪,不知不觉我就完全将这种想法抛在了脑后,更多的,是对镜头内容产生的深深的共鸣。影片中的程序员,像极了我的经历。诚然我深知自己不是可以和他比肩的天才少年,但我们有着相同的热爱,相同的遭遇,解决过类似的问题,享受过那份独属于我们的成就感。当然,还有另外一位天才,机械结构搭建的妙手。我脑海里闪过了很多身边的人,向他一样,却又不够像他。就像我不够像第一位天才一样。

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TENET

TENET

Tenet is an amazing movie with wonderful stories and deep meanings. I am a person never watching a single movie twice, but I did watch Tenet twice. Each time it brought me surprises. It’s hard to understand, and I haven’t fully understood yet. However, when watching Tenet, it feels like listening to a piece of music with English lyrics. I may not be able to get the meaning of the lyrics the singer sings, but it doesn’t affect my mood and enjoyment. The same goes for this movie. I can’t figure out how time flows, but I do feel excitement and nervousness following the step of the characters.

Destiny

Not everyone believe in destiny. In this movie, in some way, proves the destiny of each human beings. We all have our faith and mission. Neil probably knew he would die of helping the younger protagonist, he insists to do it without hesitancy.

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八佰 The Eight Hundred

八佰 The Eight Hundred

Before


Tomorrow I’ll have a TOEFL test to take and I chose to hang out with my friend and see a movie. All because I was too anxious about the test. I am trying my best to relax and smooth my nerve.

Supposedly we were going to see Harry Porter since I never watched the series before and it’s a good chance for me to take a look. However, we decided to see the Eight Hundred after all.

Before watching, I have no knowledge about the movie. I was sitting in the second row in the theater which is my first time to sit so close that I need to raise my head to see the full screen.

My Feeling

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Spirited Away

Spirited Away

Once You've Met Someone You Never Really Forget Them. It Just Takes A While For Your Memories To Return.

I heard this movie before. In my concept, everybody has watched this movie in their childhood except me. I have no idea about this cartoon movie at all. It was top100 in Douban and IMDB website which interested me and I want to have a look waiting untill a joyful and lesisure time.

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Exercise Log

Exercise Log

⭐ June Album ⭐

06/04/2020


This is the first day I start my exercise again. Hope I can insist on.

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Educated -- Reading Journal

Educated -- Reading Journal

Why I chose this book to read

I get an inexplicable feeling about my life recently and books help me a lot in most cases. I browsed the online bookstore on my kindle and chose the one with highest evaluation.

My real feeling about the book

To be honest, it’s not surprise for me. I thought I would suddenly realize something after reading but I didn’t. Closing my eyes, I got the same picture over and over again: the author Tara was shocked by the fact of world and was bullied by her family. It told me almost the whole life that Tara has been going through, but I didn’t get it. I was not moved after all.

I try to connect plots in the book with my real life or experience but I failed. I cannot have a resonance with the author since I never had a family background like her. Maybe I take all granted or maybe I should read again when I go to college, go to work and gain more thoughts about it.

Educated

The name of the book is Educated, so let’s talk about its meaning. I believe it’s a suitable name for the book. Tara uses her own experience revealing us the path her grown up under different educations. Education means learning different opinions, views, perspectives of an object or event and have the ability to accept and tolerate it.

Only Cloud Knows