好久没有这么强烈的表达欲了，又想记录些什么。

自己平常是从不会看b站的，b站总会给我一种过度娱乐化的感觉，自己也只有平常亟需要纯粹的搞笑视频来放松的时候，才会点开b站。

当然，不可否认我也是跟着b站的学习视频才学了java，顺利拿到了AP CSA 5分。但今天无意点开的一个视频，着实改变了我的认知。

看到《小小少年》的封面像极了VEX机器人，我便点了进去。原来是FRC，自己也了解过一些，这是一项比VEX更加烧钱，耗费时间精力但收获更大的国际赛事。

影片开始，人大附中的名号遍不绝于耳。我开始习惯性地批判起来：为何这部纪录片要关注宇宙第一高中？这样的教育资源和机会是绝大多数的同龄人所无法触及的，我不明白这个影片的意义在哪里。

说起来也奇怪，不知不觉我就完全将这种想法抛在了脑后，更多的，是对镜头内容产生的深深的共鸣。影片中的程序员，像极了我的经历。诚然我深知自己不是可以和他比肩的天才少年，但我们有着相同的热爱，相同的遭遇，解决过类似的问题，享受过那份独属于我们的成就感。当然，还有另外一位天才，机械结构搭建的妙手。我脑海里闪过了很多身边的人，向他一样，却又不够像他。就像我不够像第一位天才一样。

Tenet is an amazing movie with wonderful stories and deep meanings. I am a person never watching a single movie twice, but I did watch Tenet twice. Each time it brought me surprises. It’s hard to understand, and I haven’t fully understood yet. However, when watching Tenet, it feels like listening to a piece of music with English lyrics. I may not be able to get the meaning of the lyrics the singer sings, but it doesn’t affect my mood and enjoyment. The same goes for this movie. I can’t figure out how time flows, but I do feel excitement and nervousness following the step of the characters.

Destiny

Not everyone believe in destiny. In this movie, in some way, proves the destiny of each human beings. We all have our faith and mission. Neil probably knew he would die of helping the younger protagonist, he insists to do it without hesitancy.

Before

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Tomorrow I’ll have a TOEFL test to take and I chose to hang out with my friend and see a movie. All because I was too anxious about the test. I am trying my best to relax and smooth my nerve.

Supposedly we were going to see Harry Porter since I never watched the series before and it’s a good chance for me to take a look. However, we decided to see the Eight Hundred after all.

Before watching, I have no knowledge about the movie. I was sitting in the second row in the theater which is my first time to sit so close that I need to raise my head to see the full screen.

My Feeling

Once You've Met Someone You Never Really Forget Them. It Just Takes A While For Your Memories To Return.

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I heard this movie before. In my concept, everybody has watched this movie in their childhood except me. I have no idea about this cartoon movie at all. It was top100 in Douban and IMDB website which interested me and I want to have a look waiting untill a joyful and lesisure time.

“From now on, I’ll drink water so you can drink wine. I’ll eat rice so you can eat meat.”

The words were said by Simon to his bride Jenifer on his wedding, simple, funny but unforgettable for both Jenifer and audience like me.

The whole movie is filled with a sad and gauzy atmosphere which is the key point moving me.

My imagination

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To be honest, I am dreaming about my future life every second in my mind: What kind of person I will meet, who will I fall in love with, what is waiting for me? Pure and romantic love is important in my fantasy and I believe it’s even in most adolescents’ fantasy. As a 16-year-old man, it makes me shy but full of hope. However, no one will know what will happen in the future. What I can do is keep going with sustainable curiosity and discover my possibility.

A moving film – Rudy

Today I cried

I have never imagined that I can be moved so deeply by a particular film. From my childhood, I have watched plenty of films including comedy, science friction, actin, plot… but none of them could make me cry. I even usually laugh at my mother crying while watching some TV series and reality show. However, now , it’s time for me to change my mind. I would like to introduce this film to you, a fantastic one that makes cold me cry.

Introduction

The film I want talk about is called Rudy, which is a famous biographical sports film directed by David Anspaugh. The film is an account of life of Daniel “Rudy” Ruettiger who has been fighting for his football dream by all efforts despite significant obstacle.

Watching by chance

I’m not myself today because of something that even I didn’t know. I simply searched on YouTube to find some introductions and recommendations about some inspirational films. Fortunately, the first text come into view is of course this film Rudy. Therefore, I downloaded it at once watching it.

Something really touch me

I am not going to spoil anything, just a few plots that really impressed me.

On his best friend’s funeral

He was despair and depress when the song begun. Rushing out of the church to cry and cry, to my surprise, he decided to go to Notre Dame University which he appreciated since his birth but nobody believed him could have done that. With no hesitate, no excess grief, he take the bus directly in the cold night.

Standing on the changing room reading the text graved on the wall

After he was allowed to take a job in charge of logistics of football team, he went to work. Once he got there, he looked at the text graved on the wall like a Saint reading the text devoutly. I can see the passion and dream from his words and eyes.

Everyone in the gym cheering for Rudy

After the friend in Rudy’s team first called his name, the voice spreading across the whole gym with everyone no matter if recognized Rudy beginning to cheer for Rudy including his old friends, teammates, family…

My personal feeling

I believed that a good film doesn’t require something spectacular or amazing, just a normal one with an unusual dream like the film. From some extent, Rudy is me, I am Rudy. I see myself on him. I cheer for myself, for my dream.

Rudy

At last, some inspiring line for myself:

• Having dreams is what makes life tolerable
• In this life you don’t have to prove nothing to nobody except yourself. And after what you’ve done through, if you haven’t done by now, it ain’t gonna never happen. And I guarantee a week won’t go by, you won’t regret walking out letting them get the best of you.
• My whole life, people have been telling me what I could do and couldn’t do. I’ve always listened to them, believed in what they said. I don’t want to do that anymore.

Rudy raised by his teammates running around the field

Today I cried

I have never imagined that I can be moved so deeply by a particular film. From my childhood, I have watched plenty of films including comedy, science friction, actin, plot… but none of them could make me cry. I even usually laugh at my mother crying while watching some TV series and reality show. However, now , it’s time for me to change my mind. I would like to introduce this film to you, a fantastic one that makes cold me cry.

Introduction

The film I want talk about is called Rudy, which is a famous biographical sports film directed by David Anspaugh. The film is an account of life of Daniel “Rudy” Ruettiger who has been fighting for his football dream by all efforts despite significant obstacle.

Watching by chance

I’m not myself today because of something that even I didn’t know. I simply searched on Youtube to find some introductions and recommendations about some inspirational films. Fortunately, the first text come into view is of course this film Rudy. Therefore, I downloaded it at once watching it.

Something really touch me

I am not going to spoil anything, just a few plots that really impressed me.

On his best friend’s funeral

He was despair and depress when the song begun. Rushing out of the church to cry and cry, to my surprise, he decided to go to Notre Dame University which he appreciated since his birth but nobody believed him could have done that. With no hesitate, no excess grief, he take the bus directly in the cold night.

Standing on the changing room reading the text graved on the wall

After he was allowed to take a job in charge of logistics of football team, he went to work. Once he got there, he looked at the text graved on the wall like a Saint reading the text devoutly. I can see the passion and dream from his words and eyes.

Everyone in the gym cheering for Rudy

After the friend in Rudy’s team first called his name, the voice spreading across the whole gym with everyone no matter if recognized Rudy beginning to cheer for Rudy including his old friends, teammates, family…

My personal feeling

I believed that a good film doesn’t require something spectacular or amazing, just a normal one with an unusual dream like the film. From some extent, Rudy is me, I am Rudy. I see myself on him. I cheer for myself, for my dream.

Rudy

At last, some inspiring line for myself:

• Having dreams is what makes life tolerable
• In this life you don’t have to prove nothing to nobody except yourself. And after what you’ve done through, if you haven’t done by now, it ain’t gonna never happen. And I guarantee a week won’t go by, you won’t regret walking out letting them get the best of you.
• My whole life, people have been telling me what I could do and couldn’t do. I’ve always listened to them, believed in what they said. I don’t want to do that anymore.

Rudy raised by his teammates running around the field